as I add all of the pictures to the project 365 blog and kick myself for all of the picture filled posts that are not making it onto this blog in a timely fashion, I keep asking myself "why?"
Well, friends, I have the answer!
So in my real life, I am a mommy, wife, friend, woman, daughter, sister, -in law, etc.
...and now a photographer.
And that's great! I have happy clients who keep on coming back, and I LOVE what I do!
BUT, with that comes pressure.
Pressure that every picture I post on here is supposed to be "professional quality".
And, as a result, I feel torn - torn between two identities.
Confused about which hat I am wearing when I post on my blogs
(probably because I have too darn many - blogs, and hats)!
So, this is my declaration
(and as I type this I am reminded of a certain episode from The Office
where Michael Scott declares bankruptcy - so feel free to imagine that tone)
mostly for me because I seem to need permission for things like this:
I declare this my professional photographer perfectionist free zone!
The pictures on this blog are taken by Jen - a mommy, wife, friend, woman, daughter, sister, in-law, etc. Sure, I also happen to be a professional photographer, but I just don't have the time to professionally photograph and edit my life the way I do for my clients! Of course, I am still me and my pictures are my pictures and that doesn't change because I am not out on a shoot. Of course I am still going to be applying my knowledge of shooting in manual and composition and lighting. But my life isn't perfectly planned to have the wonderful moments of our lives happening only during the perfect light in the evening, and my house doesn't have nearly enough windows or big enough rooms, and my kids quite frequently have goobies all over their face and messy bed-head hair, and I occasionally get my camera settings wrong or my focus off (gasp!), but that doesn't mean I shouldn't share those moments, right (and yes, please feel free to reassure me that this is ok)!
So, with that, I share some back to school pics...
not beautifully edited or painstakingly selected...
just my favorite shots as they are!
Maybe I will edit them at some point and post the more wonderful versions of them,
but for now, this is it! Enjoy!
the actual first day of school - after school when the sun came out!
the second day of school - before school - notice the big gash on Morgan's
forehead from falling down the stairs in the picture above - such is life!
(sorry about the watermarks - I changed some settings on my upload process
and didn't realize it and I am too lazy to reupload)